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Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 5:39 PM
hate that i love you I'e watched 'Paris Hilton's my new BFF'. Yes all of them on the net. It's so addictive. Now I can't wait for season 2!!!!!I've not been updating,I know. SYF pictures will be posted soon, together with the upcoming cross country. Patience ay! I really need to learn to live life to the fullest. I mean I'm so down nowadays. Akasha notice it too. MYE exams are just around the corner. I should concentrate on my studies because after MYE is the prelims come N level. I told Naq that I don't think I'll be having boyfriends this year. She agreed too. Last year we made a deal that whoever have a boyfriend before 17 will have to treat either one of us something. I lost, k duh. I've yet to treat her something hehe. Wait till N levels are over okay TEEHEE! I don't know if you're still reading this but I'm not freaking over you. It's been 2 freaking months and I'm not over it. I'm still freaking sad and I can still freakng cry at any freaking time I want. Why is it that everytime I see you, I'm freaking nervous? My hands are freaking sweaty. Yeah, I got sweaty palms and you know what that means. You'll be the one wiping them off urg i freaking miss that. I freaking miss you. Right now, you're not the Haikal I know. Na-uh. I hate it when the moment I'm alone, my mind keeps thinking of you. I hate to see you in school but at the same time I just want to. I hate you but at the same time my heart still loves you(?) Doesn't make sense, I know. I just don't know what the freaking hive am I waiting for. I'm just sick and tired of myself. 0 comments |