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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 5:42 PM
You think getting over a boy whom I really love for more than 10 months is easy? You think that I must forget about him just like that and move on? You think that I can't talk to his friends just because we're not together anymore? You think that I still put his name as HKL<3 in my contact, I'm still with him? I'm having a very rough day everyday. Doesn't mean I'm smiling and laughing I'm okay. I'm stress about things at home and stuffs in school with all the class test coming in. Sometimes I ask myself, what's gona happen the next day. Will it be an exciting day? Interesting? Disappointing? Unfortunately life have its ups and down. Currently I'm at the down part.Now,excuse me. I have physics TA to study for. 0 comments |
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Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 7:10 PM
I can't seem to face the truth  "Hi. I'm haikal from 4N1(2008)." "Wana go out on 14 march(2008)?" "hello! Morning, bi!" "what u doing?" "After you reach home, go bathe and then eat first then msg me k." "Where you going after school?" "I'm outside school. Meet me here ah." "My heart beats faster whenever I see you" "kk. night2, syg! sweet dreams! love you! muah! muah!" Some quotes you used to say. I miss all of them. I don't wish to rmbr about the past but it just pops put of my mind. 6 Dec 2008 H: Happy 7 months! S: eh, i tot 6 months?(talks to myself) when otw back home, in the bus. H: Eh, so long alr eh 7 months. S: 7 months ke?(starts to count the months) H: (takes out phone calender.) S: May,june,july,aug,sept,oct,nov,dec..8 la. H: huh? sure not?(checking the calender) S & H: EH! 8 months la. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I'll never gona be as happy as before. While typing this out, I can cry. Yes, I admit I'm a cry baby. I tend to build castles in the air easily this few days. I wont understand what the teacher's saying. I'll stare blankly. Memories are just playing on repeat. Sometimes, I wonder how you're doing. Are you okay? Physically, you're okay. but mentally? I dont knw. whenver you pass by me my heart goes,"omg.say smth syaz..." I really miss you.='( 0 comments |
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Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 4:02 PM
I just came back from school and nobody's home. GREAT!-.- Suppose to meet naq at 1630hrs for a swim but I'm waiting for the rice to be cooked. hungry:( I think ima have a routine of swimming twice a week.30 laps? My backbone's hurting me. urg! okay I think I should be getting ready to meet naq. K bye! 0 comments |
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Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 8:12 PM
makes me crinkle my nose First of all, I think I got the coolest shoe ever! Cos I just bought them just now. Heh heh. It's so cool, I'm loving it and even wearing right now. HA! 4N3 2009, is the bomb! We had so much fun bonding. We played dog and bone, touch rugby. I didnt play cos I'm lazy to wash up. Anyway I hate getting dirty and sweaty. I like being clean. Hee^^v So I just watched them play. Still I had fun cos we camwhored and my classmates are like hooligans. There's only10 girls in my class and the rest are boys. So yeah, very noisy and mischeivious. We're going SHATEC tmrw. No idea whats that. Ends at 12pm and naq and I are gonna hit the pool! Weather's so humid, you see. The pictures of tday will cum later cos it's not with me. I really appreciate if Syaheera,Ain and Naq send it fast!!!!!! Moving on..... I miss my long hair. I bet people has been talking about my hair(k, duh!) Sometimes I just feel like poking their eyes. Like as if they nvr seen a girl with short hair. I think short hair is the 'in-thing' cos many people are keeping long hair alr. But nvm, It'll grow....after i-dont-know-how-many-months later. TSK! I think I'm done here, goodnight readers! 0 comments |
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Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 8:23 PM
everything is wrong I know I've not been updating. I don't use the computer that often alr. So anyway, my school celebrated vday tday. My class were playing the angel and mortal game and i got Naq's. Hurhur/ Someone got my name and gave me a box of ferrero rocher. I found out tday that person was Anis. Haha. Ty. Tmrw's 14 Feb. 14 Feb should be a happy day cos I like 14 and also 6 cos it's sexy. But no. I'm trying not to think about the past and the future but I just cant. Keeping my feelings to myslef is not working. I have to let it out, somehow to someone. I don't mean to brag but it's better. Tons of questions are still waiting to be answered. I don't want you to run away. Will you still hold me closee? Am I going through this alone? I'm trying my best to hold back my tears. I wonder when will this end cos I missed you so much. I can list 101 reasons why I miss you. Trust me, every little thing I do I think of you. Even if I'm going down the stairs. Youre so hard not to think about. whyyyy? I hate this shitty feeling. Urg. I've something to tell you but not here.... 0 comments |
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Saturday, February 7, 2009 @ 12:09 PM
It hurts to see number 6. Unfortunately, my register number is 6. My class tee, I chose 6. I'm not saying 6 is a bad number but 6 is very memorable. I've not been eating regularly. My mind is just full of stuffs. And now I'm having fever. Urg. Everyday i think of you. 0 comments |
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Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 7:05 PM
escape this town for a little while It has been a rough week for me. My love life.... every minute, every second my mind's just full of you, you, YOU. From my maths textbook to my 4N1 friend, Haikal and he sits behind me during maths. How can I not think of you whenever he ask me for calculator. I miss you so much. Sometimes, I'm sick of crying. I miss everything about you. I miss you telling me what happened in school. I miss you joking around. I miss you carrying my POA book. I miss you going to school with me. Tmrw's our 10 month. I'm glad we've made it this far after what we've gone through together. i love you, baby. 0 comments |
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Sunday, February 1, 2009 @ 1:27 PM
i wana extensions  I bet the whole school freaked out when my hair turned out to be like this. Ugh! Fyi, I wore the specs not for fun cos i thought it could help cover my red, puffy eyes. Anyway, some of you know how come my hair's like this. It's okay, it'll grow. I must stop looking at it everytime i pass by the mirror. But I can't la okay. I mean it's too short. Shorter than my sec 1 hair cut. So much for wanting short hair-.- NVM,IT'LL GROW I TELL YOU!! and i can still use a wig ,somehow;P My classmates were sort of trying to make me not feel bad. Farhan: you know rihanna's album, good girl gone bad? you look like her. me: haha. whatever-.- He's forever lame. I'll be setting my blog to private in 2 days time or soon. Mail me your email add ay! P.s: I've created facebook.woohoo! 0 comments |